Wednesday, May 27, 2009

어제보다 오늘 더 - 김종국



어제보다 오늘 더 - 김종국
(I do)영원히 단 한사람만 바라볼수 있나요
(I do)나 자신보다 아낄 수 있나요
(I do)그 누가 내게 물어도 대답할수 있어요
(I do)나의 사랑 그대죠
약속하지 않을꺼예요
행여 잠시라도 흔들릴꺼라면
시작하지 않아요
심장보다 먼저 멈출 사랑이면

어제보다 오늘 더 많이 사랑합니다
아프도록 소중한 사람 처음입니다
그댈 만나려고 이렇게 행복하려고
많이도 아팠나 봅니다

힘든 날도 있을거예요
눈물 멎지않는 그 어떤 아픔도
언젠가는 끝나죠
끝이 없는것은 우리의 사랑뿐

어제보다 오늘 더 많이 사랑합니다
아프도록 소중한 사람 처음입니다
그댈 만나려고 이렇게 행복하려고
많이도 아팠나 봅니다

두번 다시는 하고 싶지 않아요
헤어지는 일
그댈 만나길 위한 헤어짐 아니라면
언제까지나

벅차오는 가슴이 터질것만 같아서
내 눈앞에 그대가 꿈인것만 같아서
달려가 숨쉬는 그대를 품에 안아야
마음을 놓는 바봅니다

어제보다 오늘 더 많이 사랑합니다
아프도록 소중한 사람 처음입니다
그댈 만나려고 이렇게 행복하려고
많이도 아팠나 봅니다




I just thought it was cute (:

Thursday, May 21, 2009

It's Over.

Dear Sophomore Year,

It's been nice knowing you. I'm sorry I have to say this, but I think it's time we part our ways. It's been a good year I must admit. But all good things do come to an end. We've had some crazy times haven't we? So many unforgettable moments. Laughs more than tears. And of those tears, most were of pure happiness. I just can't name all the wonderful experiences we've gone through. Despite the several lowpoints, I think the good has outweighed itself once again.

I guess the best part of all these things weren't even the actual events. It was more so the great people in them. I'm really grateful that I got to meet so many wonderful people because of you. Especially people who are now some of my closest friends. Thanks. Really. Who would have thought that you would have brought so many fun, kind, genuine people my way.

So here it comes... the thing I've been meaning to say. I love you truly and I won't ever forget all that you've ever meant to me. But it's time I move on with Junior Year and I guess this is where I say it. It's over Sophomore Year. It really is.

My play-off of a break-up note HAHA(:
*Hopefully I'll never actually have to do this*

Monday, May 11, 2009

Do It (:

summer 2009 Pictures, Images and Photos
*Mmm.. so I've had this on my door for two years at least. Read it. Do it!
1. Compliment three people every day
2. Watch a sunrise at least once a year
3. Sing in the shower
4. Plant flowers every spring
5. Make new friends but cherish the old ones.
6. Keep secrets
7. Never refuse homemade brownies
8. Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen every day.
9. Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the
difference.
10. Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasure
11. Smile a lot. It costs nothing and is beyond price
12. Learn to listen. Opportunity sometimes knocks very softly.
13. Be kinder than necessary
14. Live your life as an exclamation, not an explanation
15. Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for you.
16. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.
17. Don't rain on other people's parades
18. Be the first to say "hello"
19. Be tough-minded, but tender-hearted
20. Don't waste an opportunity to tell you love them

Change

A lot of things annoy me. Many things in fact. Stupid things. Little things. Eety bitty nonsignificant normal things. And a lot of times, probably the majority of times acutally, I'm pretty blunt about it. I don't know why... but it just started happening... more particularly then before and it became a bad habit. I would just say something like "Ugh, that person really annoys me," and I'd be really insensitive. I've become really mean. That's the point of this entry! Because being mean, I hate to say it is really easy. It's so easy to blame other people. But the thing is... I know it's not really them. I have too much pride I think. I've got to let go of it! Because honestly, I really hate arguing about things. I really do. It makes me feel all negative at the end. Like a really bad after the taste of something.

So I've been trying to be more positive. That's my goal for the week. Well a goal for always actually. I kind of messed it up during lunch today. Maybe I am "too serious." But there's tomorow and many more days and I think I can do it.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Summer Time

LIFE IS SO COOL - SWEETBOX



(verse 1)
I never really try to be positive
I’m too damn busy being negative
So focused on what I get
And never understand what it means to live
You know we all love to just complain
But maybe we should try to rearrange
There’s always someone
Who’s got it worse than you
(chorus)
My life is so cool
My life is so cool
Oh yeah
From a different point of view
(verse 2)
We’re all so busy tryin’to get ahead
Got a pillow of fear when we go to bed
We’re never satisfied
The grass is greener on the other side
We're so distracted with the jealousy
Forget it’s in our hands to stop the agony
Will you ever be content
On your side of the fence?
(verse 3)
Maybe you’re the guy who needs a second chance
Maybe you’re the girl who’s never asked to dance
Maybe you’re lonely soulA
single mother scared and all alone
Gotta remember we live what we choose
It’s not what you say
It’s what you do
And the life you want
Is the life you have to make








Saturday, May 9, 2009

Happy Mothers Day

“A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie.”-Tenneva Jordan

10 Reasons My Mom is Amazing
1) Because she supports my dreams.
2) Because she always has my best interest.
3) Because she says whats needed to be said- even if sometimes it's hard to take.
4) Because she raised me and gave me everything I have today.
5) Because she taught me and continues to teach me.
6) Because she's there for me when friends can't be.
7) Because she probably gave up a lot of things to make life better and easier for me.
8) Because she pushes me to be the best I can be.
9) Because she knows that when I yell at her I don't mean it.
9) Because she understands that there are good and bad sides of me...
10) AND still somehow loves me.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

He Understands

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

One Republic

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong. Black and white didn't fit you. And all along, you were shaded with patience. You're strokes of everything. I need just to make it. And I believe that I could tear you apart, but it won't break anything that you are. We'll say our goodbyes, you know it's better that way. We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change. All we are, all we are, is everything that's right. +OneRepublic

Saturday, May 2, 2009

86,400 Seconds to Say...

"God gave you a gift of 86,400 seconds today. Have you used one to say thank you?" -William A. Ward

"We are so often caught up in our destination that we forget to appreciate the journey, especially the goodness of the people we meet on the way. Appreciation is a wonderful feeling, don't overlook it." -Author Unknown

"The aim of life is appreciation; there is no sense in not appreciating things; and there is no sense in having more of them if you have less appreciation of them." -Gilbert Keith Chesterton

I had a lot to say on what those people said, but honestly, I think the meaning is quite self-evident- we don't take enough time to say thanks. Makes you think doesn't it? Now that you realize you just had 86,400 seconds to tell someone you appreciated them today but probably didn't. So instead of writing my typical entry about all my insecurites and complaints, I've decided that I'd take the time at this moment, here&now, to tell a few people thanks.

To...
Jessie thanks for inspiring me to write this entry in the first place, and more importantly, thanks for always being there to remind me that everything is going to be okay and that God is the one in charge of things(:

Rebecca thanks for dealing with all my crazy mood swings and always filling me up with positive-ness and good-ness!

Sandra thanks for always being there for me. I know I'm not always the best friend and at many times judgemental and cranky but thanks for always accepting me and unconditionally loving me!(:

Connie thanks for always listening to my issues and being the big sis I can turn to for everything. And also, thanks for being goofy and unique(: genuineness is so refreshing!

Yeontae thanks for basically texting me everyday to say good morning and always remembering everything I say even when it's not that important! Thank you so much for all your caring.

Andy thanks for being there for me in those really tough days. Even though we don't talk much these days, thanks so much anyway.

Bria thanks for being so cheery and fun to talk with. You're the happy face that keeps me bright and beaming (:

Marco thanks for being such a good dongseng. Always asking, "How are you doing sis?" And making me smile and things!

Audry thanks for being real with me. Not taking my crap and just telling me the truth even when I don't want to hear it. It takes a good friend to say that.

Grace thanks for just sharing your feelings and telling me all those things. Its really given me a different perspective about the way people think and you've helped me see things in a different way.

Kevin C thanks for having been such a good friend. I remember when you called everyday when I was on that summer camp last year. Helped me feel not so scared I think. I never said it... but I mean it, so there you have it. I've missed talking to you lately by the way.

Peter thanks for being a good oppa to me. I'm really glad I got to know you this year. Thanks for calling up and staying updated with me and thanks also for helping me understand some of those questions I had about God and such things.

Penn thanks. I'm not exactly sure how to put it. But thanks for just existing? I feel like maybe we don't say a lot to each other these days or any days really, but somehow we can still be really good friends. Because it's like there doesn't have to be an excessive amount of words exchanged to understand how the other is feeling. I'm not sure the feeling is mutual or anything but thanks for being penn :)

Elise thanks for always believing in me. Best friends. Forever &Always. Period.<3

Young thanks for being so encouraging! We still need to get to know each other better and everything, but thanks for those times of real encouragement. I really appreciate it.

Basically, I'm just saying I'm really glad I have you in my life.

"Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express your appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. Truly appreciate those around you, and you'll soon find many others around you. Truly appreciate life, and you'll find that you have more of it." Ralph Marston

"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I may not forget you." -William Arthur

God sure has blessed me. I'm pretty darn lucky.