I had this strange thought the other day. I started wondering: what would it be like if everyone had a themesong? Like, if every person had this magical aura of music playing around them all the time. I mean, it wouldn't be just one song, it could change- and when that person was talking the music would stop so you could hear him... but still, I wonder: what would it be playing? What would it sound like? What would it be like? To hear the inner most thoughts and feelings of your friends and well, complete strangers. . .

I remember after reading The Minister's Veil I started thinking a lot about how so many of us wear this facade- this mask of something we're not.

Honestly, the scariest part of meeting new people isn't going up to them and starting a conversation. No, that is by far the easiest step. Getting to know them is pretty easy too... but at the same time, that's where it starts to get a little iffy. Once they start to open up, you start to open up, and then you get all those feelings and somewhere along that way they make a mark on you and you get attached. See, I don't think it would be so bad if everyone let down their guard for a moment. In fact, I think it would be beautiful if everyone just exposed their true colors... but I guess it's not that easy.

Rejection hurts, and it scares me to death to think: that maybe, maybe if I were to let down my mask, to play my themesong in the public, people would judge and turn their head around and decide, shes's not really good enough, she's not really what I thought she was and walk off.