"Everything DOES Happen for a Reason"

At that moment- I didn't know how it was going to work out. All I knew was that it eventually would. It wasn't really so much of a choice of believing as it was an acceptance of a basic truth. It was just another "that's life" kind of fact I knew I had to swallow.

Looking back, I almost have to laugh at myself. The signs I missed. Those warnings I should have taken heed of. It's almost embarassing recalling those moments of weakness. Noone wants to admit they were a fool. But the past isn't something to be ashamed of. Each experience was a lessoned learned. I have no regrets.

Isn't it funny? How now when I look back at it- it all seems SO different. And now I feel so differently towards it. I think I can finally chew on the idea that "everything does happen for a reason" instead of just swallowing it. It's happening- "that reason."

What's done is done(: And as I write this, it's a mixture of happiness and sadness.
Noone wants to let go of memories- but sometime's you jsut have to move on.
Goodbye to tears and hello to smiles and laughs.
There's only one way now- up!

Life is beautiful. And everyday I'm learning to love it more than the last.